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This is the actual worst
Mar. 26th, 2016 09:15 pmThere’s so much stuff that I want to do, and that I need to do, which I’m not actually able to do, and it’s driving me insane. I have not been this bored and this stir-crazy for a very long time. I tried to get a bit of work done last night, and then again this morning, and barely managed an hour each time. I’d be feeling fine when I got started, and then the decline was so rapid that by the end, I’d be nearly in tears.
I got something in the mail from Kaiser today, but it was just a printed copy of my X-ray results from the website. No signs of anything there, so I’m still waiting on my doctor to go over the lab results and work out what they mean. If he doesn’t call me today, I’m gonna call back on Monday and see if I can schedule a follow-up for at least some pain management or something, because Christ, this is awful. It’s so bad, I’ve been sleeping out on the lumpy new sofa bed, because it’s the only place with enough room for me to get my arms up and out of the way so they don’t go numb. It definitely feels like a blood flow thing, and that it’s in both arms is just alarming.
To keep myself busy, I’ve grabbed a few prompt tables and put them up on Dreamwidth (no matter what I did with WP, the formatting just kept breaking). I’m going to aim for filling one a day, but I guess that will depend on my energy levels. I’m bored enough that I’m thinking of walking down to Goodwill to see if I can get a bowl for in the fridge or something. I keep saying I don’t want a TV in here, but I’m so bored, I’m thinking about having Robin Hood bring the old one and the Nintendo up here, just so I can play some Mario or something. But anything I want to do is just going to make things worse, and I’m so annoyed about it. I think the boredom is actually the worst part of it.
Crossposted from WordPress. http://ift.tt/1TbpebE
I got something in the mail from Kaiser today, but it was just a printed copy of my X-ray results from the website. No signs of anything there, so I’m still waiting on my doctor to go over the lab results and work out what they mean. If he doesn’t call me today, I’m gonna call back on Monday and see if I can schedule a follow-up for at least some pain management or something, because Christ, this is awful. It’s so bad, I’ve been sleeping out on the lumpy new sofa bed, because it’s the only place with enough room for me to get my arms up and out of the way so they don’t go numb. It definitely feels like a blood flow thing, and that it’s in both arms is just alarming.
To keep myself busy, I’ve grabbed a few prompt tables and put them up on Dreamwidth (no matter what I did with WP, the formatting just kept breaking). I’m going to aim for filling one a day, but I guess that will depend on my energy levels. I’m bored enough that I’m thinking of walking down to Goodwill to see if I can get a bowl for in the fridge or something. I keep saying I don’t want a TV in here, but I’m so bored, I’m thinking about having Robin Hood bring the old one and the Nintendo up here, just so I can play some Mario or something. But anything I want to do is just going to make things worse, and I’m so annoyed about it. I think the boredom is actually the worst part of it.
Crossposted from WordPress. http://ift.tt/1TbpebE
